There has been a major change in my family relationship that has persisted for a long time. In March 2024, I felt my heart again. Before that, I didn't know when I had lost that sense of my heart. On the day my heart opened, I had a very peculiar and extremely real and vivid dream-like experience. It was the embodiment of the heart and love, and on that day, I could touch it, and it had a temperature and texture, being visible and tangible to me. After that, time, which had been stagnant for many years, began to flow rapidly, and I started to grow at a fast pace. It was just like a newborn baby constantly "understanding" various things, then forgetting them, understanding again, and forgetting again. All kinds of feelings and human emotions began to revive. I started to see both the inner and outer worlds, as well as myself and others. While experiencing and perceiving love again, an extremely huge, vast, and bottomless darkness and fear also came along. Later, I came to understand that these things that people tend to avoid and discard are equally precious and are also sacred human emotions. This period was like a sonata of light and darkness, yin and yang, with the positive and negative aspects going hand in hand. Continuous painting triggered, propelled, and documented this period...